Thursday 18 October 2018

Day 33- jealousy

Hey!!

'And what can i tell you? My brother, my killer!!
I can only say i miss you, i love you.' - while listening to this song, all i have been thinking about is the past, i miss now. There are some animosities, jealousies, angst against some one, whose name i do not even want to take. Not a lover, not a friend, not a he, not a she, it was some one more of a companion and less of a partner.

I wish i could talk more about it but those feelings can not find the right expression, not now, perhaps never in life. Some things cannot be understood, not in words atleast. Those days are cherished, remembered and wondered over day and night. The talks are revisited again and again. The reasons are debated and cross questioned. But It never comes to an end. The closure is near , we will meet someday somewhere, the air of silence will blow for a while and then it would just rain down in tears of joy, remorse and love. Everything would just settle down then.

Bye !

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