my journal : April 2019

Monday, 8 April 2019

It started off with a cloudy night

The day went on like how rainy days should be

Full of water, aroma of earth going up to my nose

Leaves talking to me with a shy smile

Like they are too happy to meet the rain

Serene and green and wet is everything around

It ends with some lightning and some thunder

Telling stories of stormy decades that have passed

Making way for the sly winter, smiling at me

Comes with a pleasant wind and less of sun

I feel cold but in a good way

Looking forward to those wintry nights with blankets wrapped around and heaters or fire running on and on

The food gets tasty, eating feels like a bliss

More I eat more warm I feel

It ends up making me 3-4 kgs heavier

And suddenly one day around holi the winter just leaves my door

With mild summer knocking at my door

I feel relaxed as it is a harmonious change after that gross cold which by then I get sick off

Summer turns me out

I feel more lively in the green grounds, under trees

It completes me in more ways then i know

Suddenly i lose all that appetite i had gained over the last months

As summer gets sharper, the kilos seem to shed off easier

The heated sun is difficult to breathe in

Hot tea looks poisonous, only relief comes in with drops of chilled water

Heat gets too much

Leaves wilt, dogs look at me with puppy eyes so that i would take them in and save them from unforgiving sun

It passes soon too though it feels like ages

The rain blesses us with beautiful greenry and love all around again

Such is life. Nothing is lost, nothing is earned.

Everything has a time to come and another to leave.

There is no permanence but even that is a kind of permanence

I will always look for other things, something interesting

But that too is a circle.

I start because you know you will end

When will it be? That is on me and the fate

But trust me this will go on and on like a cd being played without pauses, problems and rewind.

my journal