The more I think….

The more I think, the more I feel weak
The more I hate my present state
What if I could just shut my mind for once?
And work without a second thought
Perhaps that will buy me the peace I want
The more I think, the more hopeless I feel
Work I am doing looks more like burden
But I see everyone around doing the same in a mechanical manner
Have they locked their minds to the graveness of this job?
Or they enjoy the work unlike me
Whatever may be the reason, I am envious
The calm I see on their faces is what I crave
May be for once if I shut my thoughts I will attain that serenity ….